Friday, April 30, 2010

guys entry up

the guy's version of "because God is Awesome" by Musing Mutley is up!
and i'm in it! hehe

http://musingmutley.blogspot.com/

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

New Blog

hey guys; a friend of mine from church has started a new blog that has 2 things one should have; God and Style.

so basically the blog's all about God and Fashion :D

enjoy.

http://musingmutley.blogspot.com/

btw - i'm gonna be in the next entry :D :D

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Happy One Year

or Two years if you count the ustream/skype dating.

just wanted to tell you that there'll be many more years where this one came from!

hope they're filled with laughter and lots of love.
and hopfully you dont pull the ugly face too often, it might stick :P






i love you tremendously.

Your Ralphie

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Intense Camp Revelation

So I just got back from a Youth camp - when i say got back i mean i'm now writing this blog after speaking to my girlfriend and my best Chingu in America after i got back from camp.

anyway - i wanted to post this here just so i have a reminder about what God spoke to me in the 2nd night at Youth Camp.

that is; Have A Relationship With God.
that's all there is, but is it?

 It's so easy to say that you'll read the Bible everyday or pray to God everyday; but when it comes to doing it and to KEEP ON doing it is Hard as Cuss.

tbh i used to pray every morning and evening and now - nothing.
i used to read the bible with my girlfriend and we'd talk about it on skype; now - nothing.

when i look at myself, i feel so ashamed to call myself a Christian sometimes, an ambassador for God, the light atop a stand for the world to see.
but if this light starts to weaken and starts to die out - then it's not a good light, now is it?

i havn't done REALLY bad things - just stuff that a normal person might do but a christian shouldn't.
and i guess i wouldn't mind coming clean about some of the stuff i've done, because you guys can't really judge me :P


i used to smoke - both the wacky and the non-wacky type of tobacco. i didn't chain smoke or anything, i only smoked when my friends did and as a christian it's worse because your friends know you're a christian yet you're with them doing the same things they are and not setting a better example.

there's another thing but i won't reveal it only because it involves a 3rd party and this is about my troubles not theirs.


but yeah; i live different lives, one in church, one at home and one with friends.

and in this camp God told me to just live one; the one that lives for Him.
and it just struck me, out of the many times that God has tried to convince me about what i've been doing this one i know has stuck on me (before, i started to change then i got complacent and went back).

so now - no matter what my friends say, what they call me i'm going to stop and turn away if they're doing things that are not pleasing to God.

so now i'm going to start praying, reading the bible and being in God's presence more because what's a relationship when one side just does all the communicating?

i don't mind if you dis-agree or you feel like you don't relate; this entry is just for me to remind myself to spend that quite alone time with God once in a while and have a nice chat with my Heavenly Father.

PS i felt like i needed to say this:

God Loves You, i know it sounds cliche but He Really does, He loves you like no-one else can, has or ever will. He loves you even if you've done something bad in the past or you've been "good" all your life. He loves you regardless of your sexual orientation and He loves you for who you are behind closed doors. He really wants to have a relationship with you, and if you would let Him in your life even for just once - you'll see how wonderful He can really be.

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